Fuck you.

Seriously. You know who you fucking are. Thanks for everything. Every little thing you put me through. I'm not even going to apologize anymore, alright? I'm done with that shit. You're looking at someone new, someone that you created. 

First things first I guess, thanks for just throwing me away. Like I meant nothing. But I guess I don't now, huh? I'm just another person, another ex. You threw away a really good friend. And now, since you apparently don't care what I do, you've lost me for good. Ooooh, you're being suicidal? Guess you need to find someone else now. Because I'm not dealing with it anymore. You're throwing away 3 years of friendship. Who was there when no one else was? Who talked you out of suicide night after night? Who was there for you when you would cry, and always be all sad? WHO CALLED THE POLICE FOR YOU AND GOT YOU HELP? WHO IS THE REASON FOR YOU STILL BEING ALIVE? ME. and you are going to throw ALL of that away, because of one little fight. That's pretty damn low.

Second, thanks for letting me try. Thanks a lot for breaking up with me before I got to show you that I can fix things. Like seriously? You didn't even give me a shot, lmao. But you ran from this problem, like you run from all your other problems. Like were you even fucking trying? I asked one simple thing from you, one simple thing, and you're like "OOOOOH THAT'S THE FINAL STRAW, YOU'RE ALWAYS SO PISSY WHEN I DO ROMANTIC THINGS WITH SOMEONE ELSE, AND YOU'RE CLINGYYYYYYYY. I'VE LET IT SLIDE FOR TO LONG, I'M DONE. I CAN'T DEAL WITH YOU ANYMORE" like really? I'm sorry that you know, I don't like sharing? And if you thought I was clingy sweetie, maybe you should have told me instead of breaking my heart cuz I would have worked on it. But lovers are supposed to be somewhat clingy, it's how that works. But you don't think I'd be able to. Which brings me to something else.

Third, I got over my problem. But you couldn't get over yours? How the fuck is that fair? I tried my best to not be pissy I tried to get over my shit. But did you? No, you didn't. You let them get between us, when you said that you wouldn't. And worst of all? You let a fucking stupid ass fandom get in between us. Just like wow. 

I guess you were a waste of my time :/ I mean yeah, I still love you. But I'm not gonna cry. No, it's your turn to I hope you realize what you lost, because right now you fucking lost it. And you'll have to try really fucking hard to get it back. It's all on you now.